Lack of Inspiration or Just Boring?

This is the other word of “suntuk”.. I don’t know, maybe because there are no big challenges.. or maybe there is no my beloved wife by my side, with my child inside her stomach 😛 even though we comunicate every day.. Because now I am farr..farr away from home, that peacefully..too peacefully..may be this is the problem..I need activity or challenge to keep alive.. Hufh,need something to refresh up my mind..